The Year true Drug addiction started....

Finally feeling happy for along time, since i was like 14 years old... Because I will be Going some where to Get all the toxins out of my body from Chemical dependence these last 6 years of my life...

Almost done with my at home tapering program

Finally almost done with my AT HOME tapering program I started just a few weeks ago for to finally end my five year nightmare with hydrocodone/opiates...

Opiates have ruined my life, along with benzos. However mainly opiates. They have caused many of problems for me in my everyday life. To be honest I don't even. Remember the first time I was introduced to an opiate or what it was... but I can tell you this ONCE I discovered you could snort them like cocaine, it was Game over from there... I was FAR from return, Hydrocodone multiples on the brain receptor when snorted... So you Get even higher... So that being my drug of choice that's how I would ingest it usually.

Well now I am almost tapered off it completely after Going to a inpatient rehab for almost two weeks and investing in some Hydrocodone cough syrup to eliminate the snorting method from the equation... I've been able to drop my dosage all the way to 5mg a day I am about to drop to 3MG then 2.5mg then either nothing or suboxone if I can get my hands on some...

I have to say the biggest PHYSICAL problem I am having and have ever had from opiates is the Opiate Induced Constipation. It is beyond horrible. It's like your shit is stuck to the inside of you and you can't Get it unstuck :, (

Spice ABUSE still RAMPANT nationally

We as citizens of this world need to take a worldwide stand against spice. It is a toxin to this world, us as people, and families. It is killing us slowly. I was addicted to it for two years. If I hadn't of quit when I did I'm sure I'd be dead now. I only was able to quit because I reached out for help to my dear mother...

So if you're suffering please reach out to SOMEONE! !

http://www.adn.com/alaska-news/crime-justice/2016/05/28/in-the-wake-of-anchorages-spice-crisis-many-are-back-where-they-started/

And espcially for you ones who think you should smoke this "mojo" "Joe" "spice" shot because you on papers of some kind fuck that. Do you wanna live to see another day, week year?? Huh son? Then Go flush that fucking incense down the toilet because it's literally sprayed with poison I'm telling you the truth.... you will ship your self, puke, and and possibly piss yourself all at once while withdrawalin off these research chemicals... They aren't a fucking joke!!! They may seem like it and all at first because of the packaging but they will leave you lying there in a puddle of your own bile crying for your mother in misery.

MDMA helping with Substance Abuse?

Yes that's right! You read correct, there is still hope. Not far from the field your searching it just has to Do with A)How long you've been off your drug of choice B) And the environment you plan taking this special medication in, it should be treated like a sort of therapy. Just for like many of you who may also just Medical Marijuana as a Recovery tool. I find combining these two helps ALL my triggers.. KILLS them DEAD where they stand.

The Government has even done some research on it, not just them but tons of other organizations. Just Google "Can MDMA treat substance abuse?"
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23627786http://recoveryhome.blogspot.com/2016/06/mdma-helping-with-substance-abuse_4.html?m=1

Suffering from Constipation from Opiate abuse?

OIC Symptoms

Abuse

http://mattsub.blogspot.com/2014/06/a-sad-state-of-affairs-psychostimulant.html?m=1

You can't Do everything by yourself

It Feels Great to be self sufficient, and you should be. However even then you still can't accomplish every task by yourself, learn to work as ah team. Keep a smooth head or try too.

Family quality matters

Communication, Listening, are key component to a Functional Family unit. As well as time spent Doing General Family activities.

CominG together with it now, full Circle finally!

My plans of 6ecoming a stronger man mentally and physically for myself and my Family have started to come to Fruition.

Missing Child

http://www.missingkids.org/poster/AMBER/11956/9129/fb

THC in Marijuana can protect you from TOXIC effects from meth? Who woulda thought?

http://mattsub.blogspot.com/2014/04/can-thc-protect-brain-against.html

Probably because marijuana shouldn't be considered a drug. its a herd for christ sakes.

NEW BCF Logo with links

NEW Advertisement!

"Repeating something you know is a mistake and is only giving into failure" -G

Work hard

In whatever you do you have to put your 110% effort into whether it be your job, or school.


I finally have a job to all my effort into tomorrow so I'm about to turn it it for the night.

Artwork in progess

Images for thought

BCF

I an making this Web page an official partner of the BCF movement. As it is trying to better our youth.

OG Kk's Instagram

Evil Live's Here

Appears on the ID channel. The current episode tonight is very in detail on inside of a murders and criminals mind.

Under the weather

Feeling under the weather today. . . It is very cold here and windy here today which both my raynauds and fibro diseases worse! I am blogging from my laptop in my living room, watching TV and I just saw how on the news tons of colds and the "Flu" are going due to how easily

we pass around germs.

Up early

Gonna take advantage of it and game!

A schedule can be everything!

Getting on a good schedule can help change your whole life around, from what it used to be. This exact process is what I keep bringing myself back to and critiqueing. Being on a daily schedule not only helps me manage my health issues better, but allows me time to work on extracurricular activities such as this site and other sites I am a Webmanager for. It also had made time for me lately to get back to the job market, where I can even create a simple resume for myself and my skills.

Nicotine

I have suffered with addiction to nicotine since rehab. It is starting to wear and tear on me. Rehab got rid of all the drugs etc, even caffeine but allowed us smoke breaks still. Which I took advantage or too much. I also sadly didn't have my vaporizer during this time period. Now that I do have my vaporizer I struggle everyday with smoking a regular cigarette or not. Even just the vaporizer tires of my lungs... I must take a break from it all to fully recover I truly think.

Employee Me!

Name:Gareth Lee. Stanford

"Your dreams ar3 just but a matter of the amount of success you want to put into life". - Gareth G.

--->Single<----☝♉Swirler♉Web manager

PROFESSIONAL SKILLS

Drawing · Graphic Designer · Graphics · Web manager ·Technology · Art · History · Design

Main Intrests:

Botany, Law and Justice, and the "Sales Market".

Why do I need CURRENT employment?:

Because I really want and NEED a steady job.

Where I can pay for the things I truly enjoy in life like movies,

and video games. So I can also build up my resume for my life and

save some money to possibly move-out.

A time where I failed and how I dealt with it: I once found myself where

I couldn't get out of bed much less anything else. Then I decided to ask

for help in life, and went to Rehab.

Past Employment?:

N/A

Contact Information:

Theinvisibleman1313@gmail.com

912-387-7115

www.recoveryhome.blogspot.com

Just like to set this here

Since I've been scolded for this one, but it all matters about ones strength, determination, and mentality.

http://mattsub.blogspot.com/2014/09/the-myth-of-cross-addiction-debunked.html

New Flyer!!

Use this for your everyday use. Print it out, put it up in stores, leave it out in public for the lonely addict that WILL find it spread help and AWARENESS.

PLEASE ALSO REMEMBER TO ALWAYS SUPPORT  OUR BROTHERS AA and NA

http://www.aa.org/

and

https://www.na.org/m/

Please Comment!

Folks. . . If these posts, this website, my organization, or other already well going and FUNDED organizations that help addicts are reaching you and setting helping you in any way, shape, form, or fashion. . Please DO NOT be scared to leave a comment or E-Mail our web Administrator with further comments.

Thanks so much. . .

Regards,

~ Gareth L. Stanford

Health and hygiene

As one improves the other does to, simple rule to always keep at hand and in mind whilst in recovery.

Motivation. . . It's key

Do not let anything nor anyone get you in the dumps. Don't let anything take your will power to say no from you, to be healthy from you. You have the right to wake up early every morning, and to tend to your disease called addiction in the right manner. By excercising, eating healthy, and finding healthy outlets to exert your energy into.

Old, But Cherished Once More. . .

Loving Elder Scrolls Online reminds me sooo much of the old days that I spent online playing World of Warcraft, wish I had more IRL friends that played EOS however. It has majorly helped ease my mind, and I would say is one of my next marks in recovery. Being able to enjoy something I used to cherish again, MMORPG's. . .

Keep Negativity AWAY!

Keep those positive vibes flowing no matter what, and banish the negative ones from existence.

Social Media FLYER

Think about whats best

You should always keep BEST intentions in mind when doing anything. It should be on your mind firs thing when you wake up. I know it was this morning for me. I have to take care of my health issues aswell as my new tattoo that I have.

Intelligence is Great, but do you always use it??

This comes out of a book from AA material I can provide if you contact me directly... " Step Two deals with mental illness. However intelligent we may have been in other respects, whenever alcohol has been involved we have been strangely insane. its stong laanGuage but its true isnt it?"...

Unnecessary Conflict

Learn what your addict tendencies are and behaviors are. Dont trust try to cause unnecessary stress or conflicts in your living space or household unless it's truly needed. Why else would you? For enjoyment? That's quite sadistic if you asked me. . ...

Get on a schedule

I have found that setting MULTIPLE alarms on my phone throughout the day on maximum volume starting at 6:30 AM and ending at 1:00 PM has helped train my body pain into a regular sleep routine, of getting a good nights rest no matter where I am at. If you are still "kicking the drugs or habit", you know getting all those toxins out of your body it will take a while for your body to get back on track so it is best during this time if you wake up to go ahead and force yourself to go ahead and get up instead of just laying there idly. Even if you have to lay back down later to actually go back to sleep. Because this will get your body and mind going back in a positive direction. I have also found that once some of these "toxins"and negative energy leave you are more able to venture out, be with family and friends more. Take advantage of this, it will come in even more handy recovering more of your sleep and rest of your schedule. Having to rearrange your activities,  medicines, and just how you do things during the day before bed when you're are away from home will make for a lot BETTER  or WORSE night. If you prepare you should have a good night, and good night's lead to great mornings in recovery because by this time you'll have already set your body to have trained it self to wake up at a decent hour... At some point you'll find yourself so upmost proud of your self you might just cry : )

Addicted to a relationship?

Yes it's possible. Some people aren't addicted to drugs. Or aren't limited to just that. They are addicted to a relationship with a person or persons. These addictions can be quite in depth, and quite often take on-patient therapy. Daily reality checks are needed.

Health, Rest, and Therapy.

You should make sure you take care of your health first. Medications prescribed should be taken. Food and vitamins put in the body should be watched during this time of rehab as your body and brain is healing itself back to normal. Probably more normal than ever. . .

Make sure you rest plenty during this time! But do not over sleep, your body will tell you when to get up.

Therapy helps the brain and inner self (the soul) heal. It is also an activity that you have to leave your house for.

Personal time.

Even though family time is important. VERY important, make sure to set aside ATLEAST 15 minutes to yourself if not 30 minutes or more. To do activities, excercises, or something simple like enjoy an TV show or Video game.

Family Time

Family time is the upmost important! Get it in, whenever you can. . . You will miss those closest to you when they can't no longer be here for you.

Literature NEEDED. It's a must!

In real Rehab they would usually give you a free copy of the Alcoholic's Anonymous book as well as Narcotics Anonymous.

--AA--

http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/alcoholics-anonymous


--NA--
Can be found online for sale in regular format as well as ebook format. It really is common since and replaces acholism with drug adiction. If you're intelligent enough to know both are drug you will learn what you need from reading reading through both. I read through both in real Rehab for a 10-Day-Stay straight. That short time with these two books changed my life. . .

Busy is Good!!

Try to find things your old self (assuming your an alcoholic or drug addict and of course sex addict) wouldn't usually have been enough responsible enough to do when you were strungout. Found something yet? Let me guess, something more important, Already presented its self. No this is where us addicts of ANY catorgy fail is reorganizing ourselves, our lives, including our sleep schedule, along with daily living and exercise schedule.

Judgement, who can do it?

Where to start?

Right from wrong. . .
Take some time, go back to those simple times. The early years where you and your parents would go on what you'd look at as incredible trips, and you looked at the world as a such a small one.
  At this time we know innocence at its best. Wanting to befriend the unknown, hangout with people your age, and to have a good time in general. If we can just hold on to that innocence we can TRY our best to rekindle our FULL innocent behavior we had as a Child.

Finally you will see the light AGAIN, or for some maybe the first time at all. Clearly and you will be able to judge for yourself what is right or wrong in life. No matter the Painstaking Nor the Heartaches drugs Nor alcohol will fix it.

What really is addiction?

People can be addicted to many things, almost anything I'd say. It could be one precise object/item/habit or multiple ones. The habit or habits could be simple or they could be intricate. Simple everyday things like chewing gum, candy and caffiene (especially for minors). Further for the more matured human sex could be a most addictive behavior in tween years, and can be quite confusing despite being a teen or an adult.