Thursday, June 9, 2016
The Year true Drug addiction started....
Finally feeling happy for along time, since i was like 14 years old... Because I will be Going some where to Get all the toxins out of my body from Chemical dependence these last 6 years of my life...
Saturday, June 4, 2016
Almost done with my at home tapering program
Finally almost done with my AT HOME tapering program I started just a few weeks ago for to finally end my five year nightmare with hydrocodone/opiates...
Opiates have ruined my life, along with benzos. However mainly opiates. They have caused many of problems for me in my everyday life. To be honest I don't even. Remember the first time I was introduced to an opiate or what it was... but I can tell you this ONCE I discovered you could snort them like cocaine, it was Game over from there... I was FAR from return, Hydrocodone multiples on the brain receptor when snorted... So you Get even higher... So that being my drug of choice that's how I would ingest it usually.
Well now I am almost tapered off it completely after Going to a inpatient rehab for almost two weeks and investing in some Hydrocodone cough syrup to eliminate the snorting method from the equation... I've been able to drop my dosage all the way to 5mg a day I am about to drop to 3MG then 2.5mg then either nothing or suboxone if I can get my hands on some...
I have to say the biggest PHYSICAL problem I am having and have ever had from opiates is the Opiate Induced Constipation. It is beyond horrible. It's like your shit is stuck to the inside of you and you can't Get it unstuck :, (
Opiates have ruined my life, along with benzos. However mainly opiates. They have caused many of problems for me in my everyday life. To be honest I don't even. Remember the first time I was introduced to an opiate or what it was... but I can tell you this ONCE I discovered you could snort them like cocaine, it was Game over from there... I was FAR from return, Hydrocodone multiples on the brain receptor when snorted... So you Get even higher... So that being my drug of choice that's how I would ingest it usually.
Well now I am almost tapered off it completely after Going to a inpatient rehab for almost two weeks and investing in some Hydrocodone cough syrup to eliminate the snorting method from the equation... I've been able to drop my dosage all the way to 5mg a day I am about to drop to 3MG then 2.5mg then either nothing or suboxone if I can get my hands on some...
I have to say the biggest PHYSICAL problem I am having and have ever had from opiates is the Opiate Induced Constipation. It is beyond horrible. It's like your shit is stuck to the inside of you and you can't Get it unstuck :, (
Spice ABUSE still RAMPANT nationally
We as citizens of this world need to take a worldwide stand against spice. It is a toxin to this world, us as people, and families. It is killing us slowly. I was addicted to it for two years. If I hadn't of quit when I did I'm sure I'd be dead now. I only was able to quit because I reached out for help to my dear mother...
So if you're suffering please reach out to SOMEONE! !
http://www.adn.com/alaska-news/crime-justice/2016/05/28/in-the-wake-of-anchorages-spice-crisis-many-are-back-where-they-started/
And espcially for you ones who think you should smoke this "mojo" "Joe" "spice" shot because you on papers of some kind fuck that. Do you wanna live to see another day, week year?? Huh son? Then Go flush that fucking incense down the toilet because it's literally sprayed with poison I'm telling you the truth.... you will ship your self, puke, and and possibly piss yourself all at once while withdrawalin off these research chemicals... They aren't a fucking joke!!! They may seem like it and all at first because of the packaging but they will leave you lying there in a puddle of your own bile crying for your mother in misery.
So if you're suffering please reach out to SOMEONE! !
http://www.adn.com/alaska-news/crime-justice/2016/05/28/in-the-wake-of-anchorages-spice-crisis-many-are-back-where-they-started/
And espcially for you ones who think you should smoke this "mojo" "Joe" "spice" shot because you on papers of some kind fuck that. Do you wanna live to see another day, week year?? Huh son? Then Go flush that fucking incense down the toilet because it's literally sprayed with poison I'm telling you the truth.... you will ship your self, puke, and and possibly piss yourself all at once while withdrawalin off these research chemicals... They aren't a fucking joke!!! They may seem like it and all at first because of the packaging but they will leave you lying there in a puddle of your own bile crying for your mother in misery.
MDMA helping with Substance Abuse?
Yes that's right! You read correct, there is still hope. Not far from the field your searching it just has to Do with A)How long you've been off your drug of choice B) And the environment you plan taking this special medication in, it should be treated like a sort of therapy. Just for like many of you who may also just Medical Marijuana as a Recovery tool. I find combining these two helps ALL my triggers.. KILLS them DEAD where they stand.
The Government has even done some research on it, not just them but tons of other organizations. Just Google "Can MDMA treat substance abuse?"
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23627786http://recoveryhome.blogspot.com/2016/06/mdma-helping-with-substance-abuse_4.html?m=1
The Government has even done some research on it, not just them but tons of other organizations. Just Google "Can MDMA treat substance abuse?"
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23627786http://recoveryhome.blogspot.com/2016/06/mdma-helping-with-substance-abuse_4.html?m=1
Monday, May 30, 2016
Sunday, May 29, 2016
Tuesday, May 17, 2016
You can't Do everything by yourself
It Feels Great to be self sufficient, and you should be. However even then you still can't accomplish every task by yourself, learn to work as ah team. Keep a smooth head or try too.
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